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im just letting out. do not read unless you wanna get dampened w your spirits.


today was meant to be a good day.. meant.

it just isnt.


had some probs today while trying out the locks of the gate. just why! you know sometimes, its really not our fault at all that this kinda things are happening?! it'd have been better if the other 2 heads were here. i thought unity's whats impt. the lectures did make us think. actually it wasnt thaat bad but because of the person we're serving, it seems there're neverending trials. if it were others, the solution wld have been said long ago. they say, if you cannot change the fact, live with it. but the breaths we held back, i think we're abt to explode if this goes on. this is too much of a nightmare. do we have to live in fear and misery for another year?

now another problem. it always happens only when the events draw near. just what is wrong. we're really lacking the communication i guess.


this wont continue.
because today is a good day :)